Note: I love spending time with Gavin. I love being a mom. I miss him terribly while at work.
Great, now that that's out of the way, I can say this. I have the day off work and daycare is closed. Anyone else see the cruelty in this? Every paid holiday at work is also a paid holiday for daycare. Yes, they deserve paid holidays just as much as everyone else, but is it so much to ask for a day at home...alone?
I've also noticed that while at work, I dream about being a stay-at-home mom and how nice it would be to spend all my time watching Gavin grow. Then I get a stay-at-home mom day and I wonder about work and what's going on and oh, that would be a great project to work on and how in the world do I entertain a 4 month old. I don't know how to entertain a 4 month old?!? What kind of mother am I?!? I've been looking forward to this and I have it and now I don't like it.... and at this point my eyes start to cross and my hair starts looking like sex hair, but not sexy, at all.
Grass is always greener folks, always....
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